Saturday, December 24, 2005

I've always wondered..especially....around this time of the year....of...my existence in this world..its nothing morbid or grimy or whatever...it's my way of putting myself in context of the world...that I am in. For nearly the last decade or even more, I've never really think that I've cause any impact or even creating mere ripples...for people to acknowledge my existence....

Today....something very magical happened to me....why magical? to have someone to go all out....making sure that today is made special for me...I find that magical or even surreal....I'd do anything to go through this day over again....anything.

I was extremely happy that I get to go to a spa (very classy one ah...)today,treated to lunch and given a very rad jacket to boot......I could never ask more...for my only wish this year was just to spent a day out with her.....yes.....you...who?...you lah....who else...

I was touched by her careful planning...her craftworks and that creativity in her that I've always admired and sometimes envious of hahaha.....

It may not be something very significant to others....but to me...all her efforts..painstakingly or not...and the dedication she puts in...I could see it all in the things that she does....and thats what I felt, held the most importance to me....very important...call me simple...but that's how I feel.

But what truly touched me the most...is when she gave me this scrapbook...(I say, it qualifies as a scrapbook....a very good one..indeed). In this scrapbook contains items that have been collected as far back as a year ago.....documenting our ups and downs that we had together...the time we went through together...braving every obstacles that is thrown at us....although its only been a year or so...I dare say that we've went through a lot of stuffs...loads of stuffs....trust me...from the most major accident I've had to date to broken ankles.....from late nights at Harbour Front and Esplanade to sleeping at Seletar Reservoir...Personally I've went through a lot of emotional roller coaster than I've ever had...and I'm taking every single bit of those positively....hahahha...

back to the scrapbook....IT'S A PHENOMENON....TODAY IS PHENOMENAL....did I get that spelt correctly???

Saying thank you...is not enough for all that stuffs my parallel made for me..especially today....it has been the bestest day yet!....

Thank you..(I think this is the jillionth times I said today)....my dear...its the best day...you're the best thing that have happened to me.....and I mean all those crappy graffitis I made for you.....he he he...

*~Everything she does is beautiful....Everything she does is right!~*


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